Churning….

Last few days has been the period of the beginning of yet another phase of churning inside me. And before I go any forward, I must mention that this happens quite frequently with me, and this is one aspect of my life for which I call myself to have been a blessed soul. These periods of something shaking inside, have always led me to become a better version of myself, which has helped me to see life from a very different and newer perspective, thus adding to my experience of life.

Though, I am yet to figure out what it eventually will lead to, but I am definitely experiencing a shift in my views on two major aspects of life. These two being health and money. 

Let me explain my past, or I should say my phasing out state with both these aspects and then I will mention briefly about what is coming into me and is wanting to emerge, as I still am not completely clear about how it will all shape up.

Health for me has always been a priority, but only in my talks and my thoughts. Unfortunately for me, I have not done enough ever, to bring those thoughts into practice, and allow myself the liberty to experience my own transformation. The last few years have been more of a heart level work for me, and what it helps me to acknowledge today is that in all that I somewhere have ignored or taken for granted the physical aspect of my life.

I say ‘for granted’ because despite not being conscious at all, I have been blessed enough to not have caught any major effects of that yet. Yes, there have been instances and some signals, but I have very conveniently ignored them. 

As far as money is concerned, though I have been blessed with enough material pleasure, somehow, I have looked down upon the money aspect of life in the past couple of years. I do not know if I should use my transformation work as the reason for it and being too connected to the spiritual side of life as a cause. 

Actually, no! I think these were just excuses that I found easy to hang-on to, but the reason was lying somewhere else. I won’t get into the details of all this, as that can make it a 10-page blog, but I must mention here that somehow, I always looked at money as something which makes you bound by it. Yes, it allows us to control many more things, but I always believed that at the same time we start to get controlled by it too.

I don’t say yet that it does not have the power to control us, but then something is moving inside me which is asking me to relook at my strong opinions about it. How it be and what it will eventually emerge into, I am not sure.

It is not that I have had any drastic experiences which are forcing me to change my thoughts about these two aspects. In fact, if that was the case, I would not have actually given it much importance because just like those experiences, these reactions are also momentary and do not last long.

But something in me is telling me that its time!

And above everything else what needs to be given sincere effort and attention is the physical health aspect of life. Not only of my own, but of anyone who I come across. I acknowledge my influence and impact on people I get connected to. I know that my thoughts make an impression. And it is this, that I want to make use of in a meaningful way to make health a conscious choice in life.

The second aspect of money, though I am not sure what will develop in me further about it. But I feel that whatever will show up in the coming days, will make money get its rightful space in my life, neither too big nor being unmindfully irrelevant.

I am excited about this period of my newer experiences with health and wealth, and I would be happy to share space with anyone who would want to discuss about these aspects of their own life. Feel free to connect.

Stay Safe! 

Love, DeepCoachRB